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I despise the left wing liberal attempts to change America. I support FREEDOM, freedom of speech, right to bear arms, religious freedom and protecting the rights of Americans, including the unborn. Close the border, round up illegals and send them home. Welcome them back with a green card. I believe in preserving the visions of our founding fathers which did not include Socialism or Sharia Law. This IS STILL America.....at least for now.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Dreams....of our future

I find myself sitting here again reflecting on the chaos in the world. Soon we will have a new President. I did not vote for him...but he will be our president. I pray for him....I pray that he is blessed with wisdom and knowledge to make the best decisions for our country, our communities, our families....our children. I respect George Bush and I respect Obama....and I would not want to walk in either of their shoes. Sometimes you are just damned if you do...and damned if you don't. Trying to make the best decisions for us....would be a terribly difficult thing right now. While they have to make decisions we are just not fully informed on...all we want are happy lives for our families. We may all be forced to make sacrifices soon....and hopefully they will make our families stronger.......closer.....and make us see what is really important. Family. God blessed us with family....and we take them for granted. God Bless Bush, God Bless Obama, God Bless America.....and God Bless our families!

Monday, December 22, 2008

Christmas Reflections

I sit here with four very excited children.....excited for Christmas, Santa....and the joy of having their family together for one day....with our focus on Christ and family. What I would give to be a child for one more Christmas. To live in the spirit.....without the worries of the world. To enjoy the celebration of Christmas without the fear of the world. I worry.....I worry about another terrorist attack. I worry about the economy. I worry about our freedom. I worry about everything. Life as I remember as a child....is gone. Not just because I am an adult...but because the world has changed. We have gays fighting for their rights....men marrying men, women marrying women, women fighting for the right to kill their unborn children....who will never get to experience the magic of Christmas or the taste of ice cream on a hot summer day. I wonder.....I fear.....what is this world coming to? I ask that question....but really I don't want to know. I don't want to understand how people want to kill us.....and kill our children...simply because we are Christian and because we are free. How long will we remain free and free to worship the Christ that gives us the hope of eternal life? Our country is so into being politically correct that we have forsaken our God so as not offend others and sacrificed our right to say Merry Christmas, or the name of Jesus in public. I will not be a part of it. I am a Christian. I will worship our Lord. I will try with everything in me to be respectful of others, and to pray for them....but I will not now....or ever....give up my right to Christ. America, wake up. Scary days are ahead. Change is coming and you will need Christ more than ever. Why don't you call him now? Why wait until the last minute? Jesus is calling.....all sinners come home. Accept Jesus as your savior today. He will forgive you of your sins, and give you the promise of eternal life. What better promise could there be?

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Just another day....

World turmoil increasing...if that is possible, America is taking a new path with the change they say we need. What they don't get is that any change we give the middle east will just make it easier for them to attack us. I am so afraid for our future. I am afraid for my childrens future. God bless us, everyone.

Monday, December 1, 2008

Me and my house......

As for me and my house....we will serve the Lord!

Monday, November 3, 2008


Saturday, October 18, 2008

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Living Cheap

Send me any ideas you have on how to cut expenses......I am making a website for this purpose.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Belching Bovines

You know I have been thinking about wasteful spending......and it came to mind that someone I know.....well, her husband worked on a federal grant that did research on cows burps and the effect they have on our atmosphere and climate change.

You know....I don't want to come across as someone who doesn't care about the atmosphere...but give me a break. I am having a hard time with my tax dollars supporting this research which, I believe, was right here in my home state. We have so many people going hungry and we are going to spend money researching cow burps?

Do we have a known issue with cow burps? Does it take millions and millions of dollars in research to discover that we MAY have a problem with the burps of cows? Maybe a daily dose of beano would solve the problem....? Ya think?

Who comes up with this stuff? Someone please tell me! I am sure they must be some FAR left freekin winger with a Phd!

This is the type of stuff that I, as your president, will eliminate.

Geeez.....and they were calling wasteful spending pork? They had it all wrong, folks. They had it all wrong.

Friday, October 10, 2008

Me for President

If you elect me president, I will round up all the illegal aliens and any resident aliens receiving welfare assistance as a way of life and send them home. This should free up some jobs for the Americans and HARDWORKING, LEGAL immigrants who need them and cut spending on welfare programs. It will reduce the amount of unpaid medical bills in the country, and possibly allow the cost of medical care to drop. I will close our borders. As so many of my fine democratic friends have said to me..they do not want to live behind a wall....they need to know that MY wall will not be to keep people in, but rather serve to keep out those who do not belong here.

I will also make English the national language. If you need an interpretor, you better be ready to pay for it. I will find a way to come up with insurance (not socialized medicine, insurance) for everyone. Those with pre-existing conditions will not be refused insurance...but rather they will become an assigned risk. If everyone is covered, more bills will be paid cutting the need for people to use the emergency room for strep throat and not paying the bill. There will be reform on malpractice lawsuits....again, allowing the cost of medical care to drop.

Next, I will cut all the wasteful spending. We really have no need to know how birdshit can improve fine lines and wrinkles to keep you looking younger. New parks will come to a halt. There is a time and a place to build new parks, and now is not the time. Those manual pressure enforcers the government has purchased in the past for more than $200.00 each....will come to an end. You can buy a damn hammer for FIVE BUCKS.

Yes, I will end the war in Iraq...at just the right time...and not a minute sooner. We need to get out of there...but not with a white flag. I will increase our military. I for one, want to know that we can defend our way of life.....I want my children and yours to live free. Next, I will make sure that CEO's who bring down companies and destroy the life savings of American citizens pay for it. I promise you that they will have a job to replace the million dollar packages they are rewarded with for destroying the lives of Americans. Oh yes....and I give you my word...that they will make license plates and pick up garbage and dog shit for the rest of their lives. I will make it okay once again to worship God.

You will be able to worship God, however you like. But let me make one thing clear.....if there is no PRAYER in schools...that also means no prayer with rugs and compasses. There will be no prayer in our schools at all. We are a Christian nation......and inside this Christian nation...everyone is free to worship however they like. If you are offended by the Christian religion or the American way of life, then this might not be the place for you. We will no longer change our lives and laws so as not to offend you. We are free here.....and you are free to leave.

As for taxes....well if you listen to Obama....those making 250k are middle class. Give me a freekin break. That is not middle class. Middle class is more like 40k a year. Yes, I will cut taxes. It will be easy to do without spending money on researching birdshit. Oh...and Airforce One? It will fly a whole lot less. I don't like flying anyway. I have no intentions of making trips to other countries until our country is back on track.

I also believe that presidential candidates should give HALF of the funds they raise for their campaigns to the new medical insurance program. I understand that Obama has nearly spent 90 million on tv ads. Give me a break. They get enough media coverage......which under my leadership will no longer provide presidential endorsements. The media has tainted the minds of Americans by being untruthful. If I am President.....that will change. If you print something......or show something on tv that is presented as factual....you better be able to prove it. Freedom of speech does not cover lies. It does cover your opinion......but there is a huge difference in opinions and lies.

If I am President, your right to bear arms will be protected. If I am president, late term abortion will be banned. I am pro-life and I am telling you this right now. I believe abortion is WRONG. There is a huge difference though between President and God. I do believe you have a right to control your own body. However, when aborting a baby that would live....you are controlling more than your own body. As bad as I hate to compromise on this....I would agree to first trimester abortion. You will answer to God. Late term abortion, I will never go along with. This is a human being that could survive outside the womb, that feels pain. I will protect that life inside your body at all cost. And still......I hope to find ways to reduce the number of first trimester abortions....and in my heart of hearts....I would hope to eliminate them. I am telling you this up front.

As for the economy? Why does the government have to bail out the banking and mortgage industry. Why should TAX PAYERS have to foot the bill for mortgages that went bad? All the mortgages out there in jeopardy.....well the institutions who were predatory lenders would have to re-negotiate the mortgages. Get on it...the sooner you do it...the sooner these hard working Americans can pay you. If we have to lend you a little money for the time it takes you to do this...fine. You can and will pay the money back to the American tax payers. The Americans who got themselves into this....hopefully have learned a lesson. Next, I would extend the unemployment benefits temporarily. We are losing jobs faster than creating them right now....but I assure you....that all who can work and needs to work, better be looking for a job in earnest.

As for education, well....you will have freedom to choose your childs school if you live where schools are not up to standard. If you choose to homeschool.....that if just fine. You go for it. I will see that you get a little assistance for the things you need to do that. That sure costs less than sending them to public school.....and in most cases these homeshchooled children receive a far better education. There will be many school options such as virtual schools, charter schools....and the opportunity to send your child to private schools. I believe in less government.....not more. Where I see an intense need for government right now is in defense. We need to be figuring out ways to protect our country. How to protect from an EMP attack and how to knock missles out of the air before they even get close enough to cause us any harm......with 100% accuracy. How to upgrade our electrical grid.....which is so freekin fragile that we have seen power outages through almost a third of the nation at one time. Our infrastructure is outdated. It is fragile. I will certainly agree to drill. We need to free ourselves from oil dependency....especially from other nations. That means seeking alternative means of energy. Come on, America.......we have a lot to do. It all has to begin with cutting spending.....wasteful spending.....so that we can spend where we need to be spending.

On our veterans, we need to support them. They fought for us....and we need to make sure they come home and have what they need from us to carry on with their lives. We need to support our seniors. They need us. Does that mean paying for Bingo programs? I think not. The churches can do that. We need to make sure that they have what they need to live without worry. We cannot pay for their cable tv....but we can make sure they have access to medical care, and affordable housing.

As for jobs......cutting taxes allows for an increase in spending. Spending creates a need for jobs. We need tax breaks for small businesses......so that they can grow and hire more people. We need an America where we work hard to succeed. We have become a lazy nation. Want everything handed to us. Well, let me tell you.....you are about to get it. It is called Socialism. Just remember.....where there is more government to give you things...there is more government to take things away. So elect me......and I promise you that I will kick ass in Washington.....and make myself accountable for every freeekin dime spent or wasted.

If you are a terrorist, I will work to kill you. If you are a hardworking American or legal immigrant, I will protect the American way of life....I will work for YOU. Thank you and may God Bless America!

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

The Shack

Has anyone read the book, The Shack? Let me tell you, it is a life changing experience. If you have not read it....put it on your list. Some parts you will have to read twice......it is deep...but the gyst of it is this....the only thing truly important in this world....are relationships.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

I miss my Mom

I just want my Mom. It has been eight months since she passed away.....and I still reach for the phone to call her several times a day. Then...I realize I can't call her. Death is so final.....so....separating. Yes, she lives on in my heart....but there is so much I want to tell her still.

I do believe I will see her again.....and that gives me hope. I look forward to the day when I can see my Mom, my Grandparents, my Dad......and even meet the Grandfather who died before I was born.

Still....I am here....she is not....and I just want to tell her how much I love her.

Mom.....I love you. More than you will ever know.

I love you all.....and miss you very much.

Thursday, September 4, 2008


I am a 43 year old single, self employed Mom. I have no health insurance, no savings, and I live week to week like most people these days. I am lucky that I own my own home, my van is paid for and I have more than enough food to feed my family. Still, I live just one disaster from losing it all. What is the solution for people like me? If you listen to Obama, he will give me health insurance. Based on my low income...he will also send people into my home to monitor my parenting whether or not I want to be "monitored" and this monitoring will also be mandatory for all military families. He will tell me where to set my thermostat and I have yet to hear what happens if I do not comply. Will they cut off my power and take my children? Will they put a meter on my utilities to limit my consumption? Just what will an Obama administration do?

Are my problems the problems of the government? Maybe to some degree. I can't get health insurance because I am a risk....but that does not mean the government has an obligation to supply me with health insurance....or a parenting monitor.....or a thermostat monitor. I just want the opportunity to buy my own health insurance. I want to raise my children MY way. I fully intend to teach them morals as I believe....not what the government believes. I do not want the government running my family, my business, my morals, my religion....or my beliefs.

I have a problem with a man not yet elected threatening the current President of the United States of America with criminal charges. Just who the hell does he think he is?

I will be voting for the McCain/Palin ticket. I want a president that will defend our country, not disarm it. I want a president that will empower the American people to achieve their dreams, not decide what their dreams are and give it to them as a requirement. I do not want a socialist regime.....I want a FREE America.

Obama has been screaming that Palin has less experience than he does. Well is that an admission that he has no experience? Palin has more experience in her pinky finger than Obama has in his.....well.....Lets see......his entire being?

I want a president that will blow the hell out of the Iranian government before he allows them to get a nuclear bomb. I want a president that will attack and kill all who attack our country, our way of life....one who will defend to the end of the earth our freedom.

I want a President that does not say an undivided Jerusalem to a Jewish audience....and a divided Jerusalem to another group. And for the record....I support a president who will fight to keep Jerusalem undivided. I want a president that understands that I cling to my religion......and that I have every right to do so. I want a president that will write news laws if necessary to protect our freedom....not autobiographies.

If I choose to teach my child that homosexuality is a sin....abortion is murder....and that we are saved because Jesus Christ died on the cross for our sins.....then understand this and understand it CLEARLY....I will do just that. Nobody can stop me. Not even Obama.

Capitalism not socialism. Less government in our lives, not more. The right to choose my childs school. The right to choose my childs Dr.....and my own. Freedom of religion. Freedom of speech, freedom of mind....and freedom of spirit and heart.


Saturday, August 30, 2008

I never knew it was humanly possible to eat this much. At this rate I will be a thousand pounds by Christmas. I have to start doing more excercise....but I gotta tell you I am not sure I could excercise enough to keep me thin at this point. Not smoking has made me ravenous. I have decided that tomorrow...I am going to start excercising. No way around it. Kegel excercises are going to be where I start. Gotta start somewhere, right?

Now....I gotta tell you all...I LOVE Sarah Palin. She is the perfect VP pick for McCain. I hope she woo's all the women and those undecided.....and brings them to the Republican side.

Obama scares me. He scares me a lot.


Sunday, August 24, 2008

Bad habits....

I can say with 100% certainty that I have the strength not to let John come back again. Wish I could say the same about smoking. That being said, it is has still been three days since I had a cigarette. I am determined not to smoke. I don't want to be a smoker anymore. What scares me though, is that I will get FAT. I don't want to be fat. I am going to keep not smoking and try to increase my activity. We shall see how it goes. All I know is that I want to live for my kids. I have told myself that if I still want a cigarette after they are grown, independent and succesful....then I can have one. Until then...no smoking. I thought I would try Yoga to help me with not smoking and the stress etc......soooooo...I bought a Yoga DVD. Everything was great...until they had this position where you stand....and with your right hand....hold your right leg up behind your butt. That went well...then you had to stretch your left arm into the air and stretch your whole body using that left arm as a point to follow......well.....when you stretch your left arm.....it stretches the muscles in your right leg.....and.......PAIN. I got the charlie horse from hell......lol. I said some not so nice things.....without taking the Lord's name in vain.....but let me tell you...it would have made a sailor blush. I could not believe the pain....and the more time that went by for about two full minutes....the more it hurt....worse and worse...and then slowly subsided. It hurt so damn bad I could not even scream...lol. I opted to turn off the DVD....and skip not only doing the same stretch with my left leg....but I skipped the rest of the entire workout. You think...or at least I thought...that a wimpy, out of shape ex-smoker.....could do something as simple as Yoga. Whatever! I am seriously considering getting my daughters Elmo excercise tape and working out to that. Now...if I can't do that....maybe I should get some cigarettes...lol. Soooo....I am kicking all my bad habits.....even Yoga.

Saturday, August 23, 2008


I am just miserable today. Kicked John out yesterday, quit smoking yesterday, and no job. The world is out of control...Russia flexing their muscles....Ahmindenijad is the the lunatic from hell....and both would love to see the USA gone. People are celebrating gas prices of 3.70 a gallon. Food prices are sky rocketing. What a world we live in! I miss my Mom....I want a cigarette....and if someone looked at me cross eyed today I would just cry like a baby.

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